I cannot sugarcoat it (no matter how hard I try)

I cannot sugarcoat it no matter how hard I try,

it doesn’t matter how long or how little you had of him,

you will miss him

and you will miss what it felt like to be the one lying next to him.

I cannot sugarcoat it no matter how hard I try,

when he leaves you will feel lost

as no longer will he be the one

to wipe the waterfall of tears

that can’t stop streaking your cheeks.

I cannot sugarcoat it no matter how hard I try,

even if you spent most of the time you were with him

screaming and crying

you will ache to feel that passion again.

I cannot sugarcoat it no matter how hard I try,

You will feel mad at the world

the once beautiful sky will now be too blue

the sun too bright

and you will scream at flowers for being too pretty

and collapse onto the dirt

not caring if it streaks your dress

the dress you bought with him in mind.

I cannot sugarcoat it no matter how hard I try.

He won’t be coming back.

No matter how hard you wish,

he will not come back,

wrap you in his arms

and soothe your wounds.

Soon you will realize that he really is gone

and you have to pick yourself up

and stitch your heart back together.

And the scars it leaves

although small and unnoticeable to most,

will forever be tattooed onto your heart.

I’m so sorry.

I cannot sugarcoat it no matter how hard I try.